I honestly can’t stand this side of Gamepress anymore. I’m so close to having a mental breakdown that I need some space. In some cases, I wish I had never came across this site, because there are some users on here that I wish I had never met.
I am so mad, so upset, so… Pissed off (especially at someone who told me to go die) that I’m so close to ACTUALLY ending my life. I can’t see a counselor or do anything, because they’re offices are closed, due to the Coronavirus outbreak. The only resources I have are my mom, who I’m afraid to talk to, my roommates, who I’m afraid to talk to, and my neighbor, who I’m also afraid to talk to.
Nothing is gonna get better, whether I’m on this accursed site or not, because 2020 is destroying people’s lives. 2020 is a ■■■■■, because it’s ■■■■■■■ with everyone. My mental health isn’t gonna improve, because the counseling offices are closed. My anger can’t improve, unless a professional helps me out and all “professionals” I know that might help me (again, counselors or psychiatrists) can’t help me right now. Is it possible for me to just… Not exist anymore? I’m going to the Pokemon GO side of Gamepress from now on, until further notice. If I summon Owain somehow, I’ll post it on here, but that’s it.
- Please don’t comment on anything I post anymore, on this side of Gamepress. It’ll tempt me to come back here.
- Please don’t try to make me come back. I won’t listen. I wanna leave this place, but everyone commenting on my topics isn’t making me leave.
In other words, please leave me be! I want to be a better person and the only way I can start doing that, is if you leave me be…
Let us meet, never again