“Oh, Shamir is sharing with W!Manuela on the sparkable Three Hopes banner. Well, I only need 3 more Shamir to +10 and maybe demote Manuela will do better than her 1 copy in 198 on her debut banner. Worth summoning on.”
I’m an idiot. 179 orbs for 1 Manuela and spark copy Shamir, plus a pitybreaker Phina (utter garbage fodder) and 4 star special rate Celica, Horse Chrom and Helbindi.
Didn’t expect to get 3 Shamir but one plus the spark would’ve been nice and over her debut and here I’ve spent 377 orbs for my favourite teacher. Not all on red, I accept (red/colourless before, red/green here), but assuming an even split that’s 188 on red and me in the 5% unluckiest for 2 copies of a seasonal demote. Had been hoping I’d see a few here and then some more on the double special banner when I was going to be going in for Lyre and her Catch 3 bridge fodder but… honestly, why bother? My summoning luck’s been poor to awful for over a year and its not going to change. It’ll just be 180 orbs wasted again.
Ugh, stupid game. Stupid me for trying. After the pileup of awful luck from Dec-Feb I’d sworn off having goals beyond sparking for the unit I want on new banners (given I’m no longer allowed my most wanted unit outside the spark) so I guess I should’ve stuck to that. I know this isn’t a huge amount spent for poor returns but just having that faint hope that luck will change smashed to pieces again does hurt.
Anyway, sorry for the whining but, ugh, I guess I needed to let it out and you poor sods are the only outlet I have.